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Friday, July 1, 2011

I'll always be the girl I am

I might be a little, concerned with my hair
I might need comfort, more than my share
I might seem to follow fashion, but claim that I don't care
My heart is your best friend, when it rules my head

I might want to talk alot, but don't ask me why
And I'll get impatient, if you don't reply
I might always search for something wrong, I want you to deny
And if you love me just stay close, and hold me when i cry

Sometimes I cry for no good reason
Sometimes I fight when I ain't mad
Sometimes it hurts and I ain't bleeding
Sometimes I laugh when things go bad

Sometimes I know theres something missing
Sometimes I want to start again
Sometimes I scream and no one listens
Sometimes I feel like giving in

I don't seek money, but I want your time
Cos I'd give my life for you, when you are mine
And it hurts me more than I can say when you pull away
But if you love me, you should tell me everyday

You might think I'm too demanding
But you're just not understanding

I might like to take advice, but go my own way
And it's when I hurt the most, I swear I'm okay
And it's always when you least expect, I say I want to stay
it might take just a single kiss to steal my heart away.

Don't try to understand me, I'm just a girl
One of the greatest mysteries, you'll find in this world
I'm not hard to handle, I'm just a girl
and I'll always be the girl I am

And when Life comes falling down on me I do the best I can
And I never make apologies cause I don't give a damn
I guess I'll always be the girl I am..
-bachelor girl

Thursday, June 30, 2011

A Letter to GOD


Dear God,
Here is my heart, I've broken it you see
I tried to fix it as best I could, but it keeps falling apart
I shared it with my friends, I gave them each a piece
Everything was fine, until the pieces they held began to break
Some of them were lost, some thrown away
A few of the pieces remained intact, treasured by my friends
But more still were breaking every day
Pieces were returned to me, the carrier with tear stained eyes
"I don't know what happened" they would say
I would take back the piece, knowing we would never be the same
I tried to reconstruct my heart, using anything I could
Band-aids, gauze, tape, ribbon, glue; nothing held and I cried
As I put the pieces together the cracks spread
I didn't know what to do, I didn't want the broken bits to break the rest
So I'm giving it back to you God, I'm giving you my heart
I know you can fix it, you are the one who created it
I'm not asking you to make it new, I'm merely asking you to make it whole
The cracks will help me remember all the pain I've gone through
The glue holding it together will make those breaks stronger
And it won't break in the same place again
It was such a pretty heart, you made it oh so well
I wish I hadn't broken it, but the breaks are part of life
For an unbroken heart has never lived, has never loved
So will you protect my heart, keep it safe for me?
And when the cracks appear, will you fix them, patch them
I would be so grateful, it's so hard to heal a heart that is your own
I'll be back for it someday, when I can find the one who will care for it as you do
I thank you God, for everything you've done
For hearing my plea, and restoring my heart
Forever Yours

Farewell College


Just as I was about to retire,
Just as I was to extinguish the fire,
A thought flashed into my mind,
That I was to leave my college days behind.
Those were the days of fun and frolic,
Those were the days of bitching and gossip,
Those were the days of bunking the classes,
Those were the days of “cheering” with banta glasses.
Days of ragging before seniors in first year,
Days of fearing subjects of the next year,
Days of running behind Profs for internals in third year,
Days of preparing for MBA in the last year.

Now, these days will never come by,
and this gives me a reason to cherish and cry
Now, at shankar, we’ll never have maggie,
Now, v won't ever laugh on people dressed daggy.
No screaming and whistling in the class,
No pranky hiding in the dais,
No linking of girl’s name with that of a boy,
No fresher parties full of “masti” and joy.

But these days have taught us to take pride,
And also to take success and failure in our stride,
They have brought out our hidden talent,
They have taught us to be independent.
There are so many memories to take away home,
There are so many friends that we are not alone,
There are so many loving messages in “INBOX”
There are so many tears on “Signing-off”.

The presentation hour, the Internship training,
The “Industrial” tour, the classroom chatting,
The world we knew was full of high - fives,
Needless to say, those were the best days of our lives.
The Exam centers, the Nescafe coffee,
The Result day, the Class party,
The writing on the desk, the writing on the wall,
The cheating in exams, not fearing teachers and all.
All these “yaadein” are there forever,
All the GFs-BFs, may there love be forever,
The DOSTS and YAARS may change NEVER,
Remember the time we spent together!
The special ties and attachments we’ve made,
These bonds will never be broken;
We’ll continue to feel that special bond,
Though words may not be spoken.

So it’s not "goodbye," but rather "farewell;"
We’ll see us again
Friendship means a lot to us,
And it will never end.
So, Just as I was about to retire,
Just as I was to extinguish the fire,
Another thought flashed into my mind,
That this part of the tape will never “REWIND”

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

true love


TRUE LOVE
is not physical beauty,
but an inner splendor
that glows in the soul and
radiates through all impediments,
forsaking all boundaries.
is not perfection.

The perfection lies in
the melding of two hearts,
and two souls, to create a bond
that survives all imperfections
and the passage of time.
is not fire,
but the kind of warmth one feels
from a golden fire’s glow,
an incomparable comfort
in the face of despair,
an offering of hope
when all is hopeless.
is us
with heart and soul,
warm glowing light,
and everlasting hope…

life is cute


Life is cute, in every other way
we just miss to enjoy its beauty as we sway
Sometimes things go out of our hands
Sometimes it pains, sometimes it hurts
Our prayers may seem unanswered
But it isn’t, its just the way we think
Our wishes may go unfulfilled
But that isn’t the end of it
Every person makes a difference
Thank him 4 that little difference
Every second is a new beginning
Just stay alert to grab it
Don’t weigh people with mind
Rather weigh them with your heart
Think before you act, but for once,
Just love before you think
Life is not a timetable, don’t plan everything
Sometimes it is better to leave things
& sometimes take a hold, but
Surprise studded life is always sweeter
Dare to be you, live 4 others
But before that live for you first
Because at your deathbed, the only person you are answerable
is the one whom you look in your mirror daily
forgiveness, is the most powerful weapon
I have ever seen
Don’t carry people on your shoulders
forgive them and drop them then and there
be strong enough to use this weapon
Smile at everyone let them think you are mad
Smile is contagious, they have to do that back
Live like a kid; don’t carry things in your mind
Laugh at it, cry at it but don’t think bout it after that
Think of your parents, when you cry
Think of your childhood when you are hurt
Living for you is just one life
Live for others, it’s countless
Have friends, no one can make you understand their value
Until you realize that of your own
there are treasures in one’s life
that can’t be seen, can’t be touched
are impossible to measure
Or estimate their value
they can’t be bought yet given for free
these precious gifts have been given to us by god
and make a difference in our lives
only they can tell how cute life is..:)

Yes, I’m a GIRL


Yes, I’m a GIRL
I fear being alone..although i’m social but sometimes the thoughts that sneak into my head when I’m by myself, disturbs me…I prefer not to think deep thoughts & to live in the moment but being alone makes that hard to do..i don’t wanna be alone.. I fear of living my life by myself with no one to love & more specifically with no one to love me back.. I seek affection & want nothing more but to find someone, who will tell me how beautiful I look or how my smile gives him chills…
I want flowers just because I need to be reassured how much I’m needed often.. who must know how to treat a girl..who can make me laugh and is easy to be around..just wanna be in love with him..he should always make me smile when I’m on the verge of tears and no matter what he does, i can’t stay mad at him for long…our bond should seem to others like a match made in heaven…
He should be into me and must love evrything about me, even my flaws…
I want him to love me truly, deeply, madly…and I’ll give him the double of it.. J
I want him to call me every night telling me how much he misses me and needs me to come to him so that he can hold me…he should have ability to make me melt just by looking at me, to make me laugh even when I don’t feel like smiling n knows my flaws but doesn’t care..
The way he holds me and I wouldn’t feel safer anywhere else..He should be protective, emotional and romantic..
From d bright gleam in his eyes to his soothing words, he should be classic romantic..i could spend all day long with him because he knows how to treat me…gets cute lil presents..make the best dates…
Yes, I’m a GIRL
I don’t want a guy who doesn’t make me feel like he really cares for me..with whom I can’t just hold a normal conversation and laugh together..who says I’ll call and then forgets to call…who doesn’t even keep the account of time and makes an hour out of a minute…who just can’t even keep track of the good times and good moments spent together…
Who just gives away things… has lost his sensitivity…behaves dangerously weird when he’s angry..Overestimates my sincerity n promises …who has developed a complex psyche which I’m really not able to understand…
who makes me feel really bad by ignoring me, hurts me, misbehaves with me and treats me badly…
BECAUSE I’m a GIRL…and i DESERVE the BEST….